oh I am SO fat I feel like I could stop walking, and roll myself from point A to point B. I have 19 days left. 19. 19. 19. That's it. I can make it right? Sure. I can make it. :-)
On another note... My mother brought up a good point today. Am I really going to want to go back to work and commit to 11/12 hours days with a newborn at home. I had the luxury of staying home with Nathan, and she thinks I am going to feel guilty for not giving this same attention to Kaylyn. She says that I should weigh all my options now, before hand... and put my family first when making the decision.
I agree with her, to an extent. Of course I wish I could stay home with Kaylyn... and I don't think that by going back to work I am placing anything before my family. My children will always be my number one priority. Whether I choose to go back to work or not it changes nothing about the priorities in my life.
Even if I decided to stay home what the hell would i do?!?! I would go crazy!! I am going crazy now! I could always nanny/babysit a few children in our home and if I enjoyed it still, and wanted to expand create and run a home daycare... I have the education, experience and business sense. However, I feel that creating a home daycare is putting my family in more of a backseat than if i were to return to my current job. I mean, with home daycare i am committing myself and my children to others ALL day. At least with work can take a vacation, leave early or call in sick. No calling in sick to your home business. hhmmm.... much to think about I guess.
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